THE STRANGE LONELINESS OF THE POET

 

In the bowels of a cafeteria,

a lady invited me to

 a dialectical hunt,

In which we talked about lustful ethics

                                     From quantum physics ...

              When two poles repel and

                                     of that strange chemistry

              of the love that only Fortunato knows.

What a siege of the soul for a

                                    unrequited love!

The edict of a race

That nags me and

                       throws the spear ...

                                             Towards infinity.

Here in my midnight coffee shop ...

                                  In my hovel at dawn ...

                                  In my gut, I compose the following

                        collection of pop poems, in which

               I tie my shoes, I bind my hands,

               I wrap up my legs like the pig or

               the lamb with its love-struck eyes

               I link the syllables, I hold your truths,

              I secure the axiom of uncertainty...

                        of that which you do not see but do not feel,

                             that which you pour into my mind.

The girl, the whore so-and-so

that moves my heart.

The loneliest of solitudes is that of the poet

who commits suicide every night and is

 reborn in the afternoon in a cafeteria

where he has to sentence and condemn

                                        conspiracies

             of a planet that is full of people

             that scream freedom and

                     give a name and a flag...

                                                To the word freedom.                                                                                      

 

                                                                       

                                                                   Carlos Chatham     June 19th, 2003

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